my brain's exploding like maddd!
chinese
japanese
indian
african
indonesian
baroque
classical
romantic




i swear MEP's a suckerrr! omg. sucks sucks sucks SUCKS.



sickening.




it was such a slack day seriously.
we had TWO damn free periods lah.
during english today we headed to the studio
for that drama session with the funny hair lady.
thank god we didnt have to demo ours.
but at least we had time to practice.
HAHA this tofu kept laughing and laughing and laughing lah!
cos im suppose to act retarded, and she's suppose to act as my retardee mother.
its sth like sleeping beauty? just that we're doing it OUR way.
when i was pretending to be sleeping,
she looked at me and started hahaha-ing.
whats so funny huh! haha.
she nuts lah everything also laugh.
jaz val and tofu(also) were acting as the fairies. they're damn blur lah omg.
and hamiza was the prince charming.
the COOL prince charming. haha.




then during recess,
after eating i went up to class.
and i saw this massive clang of people hanging outside the corridor area.
i thought what happened lah.
then suddenly yaya saw me and she came running towards me.
'eh nat all your tickets booked were invalid leh'
omg. i was like WHAT?! and the f word just came out. lol.
so i went to jannah and i was like
'jannah what happened?!'
and she told me the exact same thing yaya did.
okay you should have seen my face lah.
my eyes were already like watery.
i was so upset lah.
then suddenly jannah shouted,
'NAT! I WAS KIDDING LAH!'



i almost strangled her okay. haha stupid nehneh.
really lah.
my heart almost just stopped for a split second.
tsk.




then dana smsed me regarding some stuff.
and cos she was feeling so shit herself,
telling me that she missed me
i went to give her a bigg hug(=
hope that made you feel better yeah? smile.
and you know what,
your letter's DAMN OLD. haha.
everything that i've wanted to tell you,
i would have probably told it to your face so yeah.




had to write the damn report during legacy.
so waste time.




after school!
we were going so high man.
and fine fine, i admit i was being blur.
zan was talking too much! haha.
ahahaha. i love all of you guys(=
you know who you are.
and the freaks who kept laughing,
go get a life you immature brats.
im gonna go complain to tofu tmr.
she needs to teach her jnrs how to have some MANNERS.
wl so bloody rude.
haha i still remember what zan said.
'laugh and laugh. think what huh? you cant even catch a ball lah!'
LOL.
we played charades again(=
so fun.
aye the cool group just rocks lah. AHEM.
haha!
then beau came((=
we choreographed the hip hop 'together' part.
its been a long time since we did stuff like that.
missed the old times man.
but anyways!
our final product was gooood(=
i hope. heh




then during our break,
some stuff happened. haha
annabel went to go put on her earrings. lol I SAW THAT BEL.
i wonder why huh. *coughs*
haha.




im so sad)=
my whole class is like going for learning journey tmr.
and im NOT! serene too.
argh this sucks shitpeanuts.
all the fun they'll have, without me)=
sigh.





this week's been hell mad crazy.
rehearsals every single day.
tmr and thursday)=
but at least there's friday to look forward to.
oh yay.




i love the voideck(=
you know why?
cos i can seee EVERYTHING. haha
right nat.
today was good good(=





okay better get back to composing my damn melody.




music makes people emo and angsty.
but then, angsty emo-ey people listen to angsty emoey music
in order to erm, feel more angsty.
now the question is, which comes first?
the music or the misery?*




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